Its been... an entire MONTH since I've been on LJ. I'm not sure if thats a good or a bad thing? I guess it could be either, really. The fact that I'm busy and gaining new fandoms maybe good, valid, reasons. Between school, friends, family, girlfriend, work, and anime, I have little to NO free time : / I know its lame, but hey, its my way of life.

My new fandoms being REBORN and the new Apollo Justice game. I didn't expect to get so obsessed, really I didn't! Now Im a huge shipper of 8059 in Reborn! Even in the new arcs.. unf!! <3 DO WANT. I CAN HAS?
Apollo Justice is just fun, just.. way too much fun~ Hobo Phoenix makes me laugh XD; poor Hobo~!! ....that is all.

Work has been absolutely insane. Multiple reasons. Many important visitors (high ups in the company/business), and problems with the store. (aka- no hot water/lights screwing up.. etc) .. ugh, just ugh! We've also accumulated more customers. Which, is a problem. We have such a SMALL staff, its hard to help customers as fast as they want us to :x so its hard. Plenty of us have to run from our station to help another person.. just to speed it up @_@ it is... beyond exhausting. Its like playing 2 games of Baseball.. back to back. ):<
... I want to play baseball right now *laugh!*...

As for my love interest, my girlfriend, We've only been together.. 2 1/2 weeks, but its amazing! :D I've had girlfriends before, but.. shes so different. Just.. one of the most beautiful people I've ever met in my life. No, I don't JUST mean physically either. I'm SO lucky to have her in my life~ Really, so so lucky <3

I guess its the month for love or something too, because 2 friends just confessed to liking me :x I don't feel that way for them sadly. So I tried to let them down easily. Its awesome we're all still friends :) They understood. Except I have this ONE problem with this guy from school. He keeps asking me out, even when I tell him "no". Hes so determined to have me. Really, our conversations start off with something like.. oh, I don't know, the weather? Then it turns into how SEXY and awesome I am. WTF?! Once he tried to kiss me, hes lucky he only got a smack. I told him next time I'd punch him in the face :/ ....What an ass. It would be cute if I liked him.. even a LITTLE like that. But I don't. I mean, hes okay looking, not amazing. But.. ugh. Why can't people understand the word "no"?

Until next entry~... whenever that is XD;
~Alina

p.s - I really need some REBORN icons! D: D: D:

Work has been work. Play has been play. School has been school. Fruits have been fruits. Haha?
I've been ridiculously irritated with something I.. just don't understand. If you don't have a lot of money in the first place, how the hell is a costly relationship going to work? I know.. three people like that. One is 17 and her girlfriend texts/calls all the time when they really don't have money. They could seriously use that money for.. oh, I don't know.. FOOD? LIGHT? HEAT? BILLS IN GENERAL? I almost laugh when the girlfriend is all "oh, I love you so so so much!" and gets all boo over the fact my friend doesn't have a lot of money. Umm... high phone bills do that.
I've mentioned already one of my other friends, the one that has a girlfriend who lives in another COUNTRY. Honestly, I don't know how that even works. Especially with one of them being clingy. Two to Three hours, yeah, thats fine. But.. six or seven? (OR A WEEK OF DRIVING) is.. no. How does it work?
The third, my guy friend has this chick he loves so so dearly, but shes very spoiled. He doesn't have a lot of money either. Hes into music, so hes the 'starving artist' type. He can't AFFORD great places to eat, fancy necklaces, gifts all the time. no, again.

Maybe I'm just strange, but.. I honestly DO NOT understand this.

Work is getting more and more hectic with more and more responsibility. I probably can't go to Otakon due to all of this, which is fine with me. After last Otakon, I probably don't want to go again. Sure, its big. However- big isn't always great. Not at all.

... Tonight, after work, Im sooo watching Tokyo Revelations 2.

lalala~ Oh! I also think I could have possibly found a love interest? I don't know, maybe it is just me crushing too easily? Shes in one of my classes, and god, shes the most gorgeous... cute, sweet person I've ever met in my life. Also, I have a thing for red heads.. Either red or black hair. Blonde is ok, but.. not the same. Even reddish brown is adorable... Its horrible that I'm not even sure how to talk this out to her. I know you don't just go "HEY, I LIKE YOU". Sure, we're friends, but..
...HOW DO YOU DO THIS??? I DON'T GET IT!.. I'm the one being APPROACHED. Not doing the APPROACHING! @_@;;
its girls like this that make me almost go full on lesbian :x *heartbeat speeeeeeding like speeeeeedracer*!!!!

D: D: D: D: D:
I'm replaying the Franziska Von Karma case on PW, oh god I love that chickie~ Shes hot and badass~ If you disagree... THAN YOU ARE A FOOLISHLY FOOLISH FOOL FROM A LAND OF FOOLS, WITH AN INCREDIBLY FOOLISH FAMILY! HOW DARE YOU THINK OF SOMETHING SO FOOLISHLY FOOLISH! ...ah~ Love :') !
the manga is loooove too, I can't wait till Del Ray publishes it in English! <3

alright, Until next entry!
~ Alina

I just got back from my trip last night. No, I didn't really have any new music to listen to, which was a little sad. However, all in all the trip was okay? I played Phoenix Wright a lot? And when I got stuck I would play some other DS games like ELITE BEAT and COOKING MAMA. Oh DS, what would I do without you?
Hmmm, there are some other games I'm wanting though. I wonder if the SIMS game is any good? probably not. Haha. Guilty Gear is fun, already played that a ton, uhhh... no idea, I'm rambling.
I did miss my computer some, though! Not much went on during the trip that needed to be talked about. I guess Im just happy I could get a new ring for my belly button piercing. Now its nicer :) yay?
Its almost funny how I want another 2 piercings in my ear... don't I have enough by now? ...no. I have 4 in each ear, BUT I WANTZ MAOR.

blahblahblahblahblah.
I think thats about it for now, time to rest up, than the JOYS of school come back. Boooooo.
until next update!
~Alina

I'm still laughing over kink memes. The Ouran one awhile ago was FABULOUS! Now, the Clannad, and Neuro ones are hilarious. I mean "Sunohara x Okazaki *__* with Sunohara not being a retard which is rare, yes I know" I'd go for that! Silly Sunohara~ <3
I've been watching a ton of animes and, chilling with friends more.
Almost time for my trip! I'm really excited. Even more time with friends~ yay! I have a hair and nail appointment before I go, so I can look awesome... as usual!
With all the awesome friends and stuff, I also have a ton of idiots.

* people don't understand when I tell them I don't want to talk to them, I mean it. Don't try to contact me when I've already said don't. Not even for a "Happy Holidays". I'd rather forget about the bad, and remember we were friends that just didn't work. Okay? okay.

* When I don't seem interested in something, isn't it best to just be quiet. Even when I make it obvious? I mean, I really do get sick of listening to people bitch and whine so much. Or talk about shit I really have no clue about. I know it does sound mean, but. Hey, I guess thats who I am.

fandom is sucking a lot. fandomdfandomfandomfandomfandom : /

...almost the new years so HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE!
My new years resolution is to be more organized, I guess? And do even better in school.
Im almost hoping for a love interest soon, even if I don't NEED that now. It would be nice, right?

alright, until next update!
~ Alina

Entirely too much has been going on, I guess. Its fun, but at the same time not. Christmas was pretty good, I went to see more family, and we had a nice big dinner :) It was fairly nice. No arguing, so that was cool. Even if there was a bit of drama on what to wear, blahblah.
I got some pretty good presents, gave even better. Received hilariously wonderful cards and sent out ones just as good. I'm happy, and so are my friends and family. Thats all that matters for now!

I can't wait for the new year! This year, I'm done with it. I'm ready for a new year, and my resolutions to start.

Other than that, not much I want to talk about, I guess. Been hanging out with friends a lot more recently. Maybe the past.. 3 or 4 weeks? It really is more fun. Work and Play is all good, in moderation of course.

Last thing I'll write about, is my brother. He's getting a little out of control again, just a little. He's younger than me, but that doesn't make it any better. In fact, it makes it worse. He doesn't have a job anymore, because of an injury due to his own stupidity. He "parties" too much. It really is a little strange.

Either way, his phone bill was 200+ dollars. That just amazes me! I.. don't know anyone with that high a phone bill! Wow, just.. wow!

alright, until next update! hopefully it'll be sooner, rather than later <3?

EDT1: I'm getting a little fed up with some friends though. One friend, the one from the DRAMALAMA post, yeah. Shes back to being all drama-ish. She keeps Messaging me about how shes got 'happy pills' and wants to get drunk. Sweetie, your older than me, your 24-25. Grow up, ok? If there is one thing I can't stand, its sadly the drama whore :/ and.. to be honest, she is a huge drama whore. It drives me crazy. I've known her for a good four years? I'm not even sure of how we met. I think it was through my friend Kelly? (who is pretty crazy herself.) so.. hmm.. Alina Marie ____ is not happy :( and wants her friends to stop being such idiots.

lately I've been caught up in friend drama. Basically, One of my good close friend's has a girlfriend faaaar away. My friend is 20, her girlfriend is 16. Anyway, the girlfriend is very jealous, very clingy, and.. emotional? Is that a good word to use for her? I guess. Maybe I should just call her "young".
Either way, I'm getting tired of my friend and her romance, sadly. I'm getting sick of the girlfriend ALWAYS asking me where my friend is, what shes doing, why isn't she picking up the phone, why isn't she online, etcetc?
And if I have no idea, the girlfriend always, and I mean always, asks ".. will you call her for me..? I.. I really need to speak with her.. ._. I miss her..". This chick can't go ONE DAY without talking to her girlfriend, and trust me, its EXTREMELY long distance.

I feel a little bad, but at the same time, I don't at all. If.. that makes any sense? Allow me to explain..
The girlfriend used to be SO angry with me. Angry, Jealous, and weird. Until, as she says, she realized what a kind and wonderful person I am. She thinks her girlfriend is lucky to have a good friend like me, rather than her other friends. She thinks I'm sweet, polite, smart, and just overall a fabulous person. Umm... thanks?
But before she "realized" this, she was quiet. She would get all upset because I knew my friend longer, I live closer, I see and speak to her more often, and we role play. errr... okay.
She really was like a hissy kitty. I guess thats the best way to describe it? The girlfriend even fell for my friend within the first few minutes of talking to her. Weird, huh? She claims its 'love at first sight'. Ya know, I really don't want to know how high the phone bills are for EITHER family at this point. Especially my friend, she doesn't have a lot of money.. like.. at all. So this is very.. kind of expensive for her.

Before I went to sleep, the girlfriend IM'd me all "... call her for me?". Somehow she didn't understand that if my friend's phone is off, it won't matter who calls her. My friend worked yesterday, from 5pm-midnight. Im assuming it was a hard day at work. But her girlfriend won't leave me the hell alone. I went to bed, and woke up... the MINUTE I signed on, she was all "She still isn't on...". I keep telling her "she may have had a bad day, and is probably sleeping. She doesn't want to be disturbed so she turned her phone off.". The girlfriend, of course, isn't understanding that my friend needs space. Right now, shes going "But ever since I got out of the hospital, she's never been late signing on!" ... no comment there.

Just jesus christ, let my friend have some space and chill the fuck out. Seriously, this chick is having a panic attack because my friend hasn't signed on or called her in like.. 12-15 hours. Sweetie, you won't die if you don't talk to your ~*BELOVED*~, who you've been 'dating' for about 2-3 months, once every 12 hours. She isn't dead, and she has a life, trust me. Since she has a life, I should also mention that it DOESN'T revolve around her girlfriend.
...I mean, really. *headesk. HEADESK HARD.*


whatever, back to playing Pheonix Wright. :/ I really wish Clannad would release the next episode soon!
I hope my throat stops being sore too, I guess its from forgetting my scarf a few days? Bad thing to forget when you take the train as much as I do. ughh.

Oh man I've been absent from LJ forever! Or, what seems it? I have been really busy with school, work, and friends. So yeah, life has just been one big thing of crazy :) ...but it shows me how truly fabulous my friends are~ My friends and I, awesome? of course. We're more than awesome. End of story. We're sexy awesome, hell yeah!

My world has been full of gay lawyers lolololol, EGL, Japanese, French, parties, Some anime, as in..new series?, work, work, and..uhm... more work? I mean, really. Its like H'ohshit! D:
I was also sick for awhile, suckkkkkkk AND FAIIIIIIIL

Either way, its cold, Im starving, and I have work at 9:00am - 6:00pm tomorrow :') oh the joys of it all. Ahh~ that reminds me, I have to get more Holiday presents! I also have to go visit Nicolette, shes complaining about the "Narutards" again, pfahaha~ I don't blame her, really. With her job, I'd complain too. stupid dumbass kids >:/ grrrrrr... guess I need to come in and take care of them? and the guy there. Yeah. 'nuff said. huh.

yeahhhh, so Im getting a little tired, I'm hungry, and my kitties are mewling. I think its almost bedtime. yes.

until next update? <3

KAMINA. WHY YOU DO THIS!?( YOUR DRILL PHAILS ME. )WHY? WHY? WHYYYYYYYY?
KAMINA = THE POWER OF GAR.
KAMINA =/= WHITE AND NERDY.

BAD COSPLAYER IS BAD ;_;.... 




oh well, that totally cheered me up :/ which reminds me.. gotta fix my sewing machine so I can make those two dresses ;_; that and shop for stuff, yes! EGL ILU.

later XD; oh god later. its.. 3:00am ;_; when did that happen?

I think Im getting a little tired of attention whores, and drama : /
So far, a good 3 people have been bothering me with this.

One: IMs me and tells me "fuck the world! All they want to do is get drunk and high! I've lost my respect for humanity." That was a good 3 or 4 days ago? I haven't heard from her since. That makes me worried. Im really starting to miss her, but she won't call me back or anything! ugh, so frustrating... The last thing she said to me was "I wont be around for awhile, psh, not like anyone will miss me."

Two: I IM her, she tells me that "somethings wrong". Being a good friend, Im concerned. However, she never said what. Instead she said that she was going to take her DOG'S Medication, and than drink till she passed out. Shes 23, so she can do what she likes, but taking her dogs medications? Yeah. Her dog has seizures, and is giving this medication to calm her down and allow her to sleep. It apparently makes you happy if you take it? But this chica is crazy anyway, she always takes whatever medication she gives her dogs [or at least she says she does?] because she seems to find it.. "MOTHERLY"? Yeah, she acts, talks and types like a 14-15 year old. : / lovely, right? I still don't know what happened or anything, its sad that Im starting to not care... even if it sounds mean ^^;;

Three: Brit is the other one. My goodness, she calls me about a new boyfriend every other week! She has the highest and lowest self-esteem I've ever seen in my life. If you knew her, it would make total sense *laugh*. But it gets really annoying when she tells you every single detail of her sex life. Shes... what? 17 now? She called me... Friday sobbing about how her "bear face" didnt get her pregnant. She WANTS to be pregnant so bad... its really weird. They broke up today. loooool.

There is soooo much going on right now, but in the end it should be good. Im thinking of going to see a friend in CA for a little, when it starts to get really cold! I have a good 4 friends who would let me, but I think Sharon and her twin would be most fun to spend time with~ *laughs* We can always hang out with our other friends there!! Oh god, so much fun~ *plans*
but Im sad I didn't get to see them at Yaoicon this year :< .... I have pictures Sharon and Yu-chan gave me, but thats about it. Justice, I love you for life ;_; ROFL you murder me~~~ <3 all your spazzy flailing was loltastic! Yaoicon of 06 was fabulous with them <3 Oh, how I miss them!

but my friends and I need to get ready for Ohayocon, and make SURE we're going :D since, this years Otakon was awesome, but, way too full of crazy stuff. Not sure if thats a con we'll be returning to. : / Brit kind of ruined that con for me, really she did ^^; with her 100 illnesses, complete attention whoring and just.. ick. no. I even wonder if anyone noticed that. Im not bringing her to anymore cons. No, shes not a part of our CPG. Its funny how that was her FIRST convention ever.. and she doesn't really like anime to begin with. She likes.. a few shows. Thats about it. -_-; People are so retarded sometimes : /

I went to go run a few errands when I found that some gang got a hold of my car.... and totally vandelized it. 
Already called my insurence, they said they'll cover it. So that is really good! But Im still really pissed off. 
Strange but, I haven't had any beef with anyone or anything, sure I've been getting majorly sexually harassed at work, but....
This week just seems to be a bad week : / my sewing machine broke, and I've lost 2 friends for stupid reasons. 
Everything seems to like being out of wack this week, lets hope things get better? 
Its hard because Im so busy, I really don't have time for stress, but stress certainly has time for me.


ENCYCLOPEDIA DRAMATICA IS NOT WORKING (LAGLAGLAGLAGLAG) AND J-ROCK UPLOADS DIED.
WHY YOU DO THIS?! ALINA NEEDS HER EPIC LULZ AND ROFFLESAUCE NAO.

speaking of Jrock uploads, I need to get into more music : / I keep wondering about Dir En Grey since I know like, next to nothing about them :3 maybe i'll ask for some help in that area, huh~?

next project: Make LJ look nicer.

ight, Im out!